Never Again!

This was taken December 2011, Never again will I go back to this state!

Feeling Better

I went to SM Fairview to grab some few stuff. I ate at Wendy's, Large Ice Tea, Baked Potato and Macaroni Salad.

I had a haircut, I felt I needed it. I wanted to do something radical. so i had it cut short.

I was looking for the loreal Pure and Matte toner and funny thing is, it's not available. So I opted to try out the Belo for men toner, so we'll see if that works. If the outcome is great then I'll stick with it. Plus it's cheaper. Another thing, I bought a tea tree moisturizer. Let's see what it's effects is after a few weeks.


Now, I bought also a weighing scale and the weight that I got is 241 Lbs! omg so that only means I weighed 250 above before the diet. No wonder I was so sluggish. I'll check after a week if I lost some weight. hopefully I did.

Before the Haircut

After the Haircut

Truth of the matter is

Ok, I'm depressed this past few days. nakita ko na siya. The person i am crazy about. parang wala lang. The truth of the matter is it's not him that's the problem. E ayaw nga sayo. bakit mo pagpipilitan ang sarili mo sa taong ayaw naman sayo. Truth of the matter is when some of my friends are whining about their lovelife. Parang I get bored. Pero pag ako naman gusto ko makikinig sila, makikiramay. I could be selfish sometimes.

Truth of the matter is I can't sleep so I'm writing about this blog. I tried to whip out my old clothes to check if there are any improvements. Guess not. Truth of the matter is, since i wrote my last blog I didn't exercised. Last saturday, I ate a lot of chocolates, I had a cheat day and I drank alcohol on monday. Why and I being hard on myself. Tama si Ryan, Magkaroon ka naman ng self worth. because you are valuable. Which reminds me of the movie "The Help" You is kind, You is smart and You is important.

Now, Lo and behold I took pics of my body. Face it head on. To see what's really going on. Truth of the matter is it's disgusting.

Inspirational Photo

This guy is inspiring. Hope I can be like him

Exercise Day 6

It is the sixth day of my exercise, well technically it will be the 5th, I wasn't able to exercise yesterday. I felt that my energy is drained. Probably because of the weather. It is getting hotter and hotter here in the Philippines.

It seems that summer is already here. Anyways, I started changing my sleeping habit also, I woke up 8 but got out of bed around 8:30. I pushed myself to get out of bed. So I can have a normal body clock.

Still no rice for me. Today is my 30th day with out rice. I'm not looking for it anymore. I hope that this will continue. It is a continuous fight.

I have my cheat day every Sunday. I cook whatever food I want to eat. I had Baked Zitti and Choco Mallows last Sunday.

Here are some pictures of my self and the baked zitti. I'd like to think that I'm losing weight. There's no telling I don't have a weighing scale here at home. :)

Til next time.

1st day of Exercise and other stuffs

I started my work out today, Zumba. My back still hurts like hell I hope it goes away.

I've watched the bottom line and made me realize something.

"I WANT TO BOUNCE BACK, FEARLESS AND RESILIENT"

That's the bottom line. I'm planning to make a video blog. Hope that I get a great idea on what to talk about.

Reloaded - Day 1

I started to go back to the wagon. My fellow DJ Peri is helping me and monitoring my diet and transformation.

Today so far, I had

1 orange & 1 pear for breakfast
1 1/2 cup rice, 1 tuyo, 2 chicken tinola - lunch
2 chicken tinola 1 orange - merienda

And I decided to post my pic to see if there are any change. I won't put my whole body shot for the meantime as it would demotivate me.

I feel weak. We'll see.

I'll update you tomorrow. :D

See you guys!

It's Time to go back, I've been asleep for 4 years

I am shocked that my last post was 2008. It's been a while. And I'm back to my original self. Same Fat ass, same broke person ... but older. I am back to where I am. I came back to our house, more broken that ever.

I decided to pour out all my emotions to get this done and over with. This is my journal. My journal to taking back my life, as if there was a life.

This time. After this I'm going to be more exact. Concise. All my blog entries before was not really as precise as before.

So that's about it for me for the meantime. I'm going to post pics of course of myself.

2012 ... after 4 years. I hope my next post won't be 2020. I feel that I lost 4 years of my life.

It's time ... WAKE UP!