Friday, September 28, 2007

It's Hard!

What the hell were you thinking? hehehe Dieting is so hard, I feel that any moment I'm going to have a break down and eat all the junkies in the fridge. Last night, I slept around 4 in the morning. I was tossing and turning. I was not hungry but I was salavating for food. I felt I was going crazy.

I texted some of my friends for support just to get my mind off the food. I felt the urge for oral satisfaction. It's still is a long way. Now I know how much discipline is needed to loose weight. Right now it's raining and I'm craving for a hot cup of hazelnut mocha from starbucks. WWWWWWWWAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH I'm going balistics here. huhuhu

I wanted to go out tonight but that entails eating and having coffee and booze. I don't know what to do. waaaaaaahhhhhh .... waaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh..... crazy crazy ... grrrrr ...