Twice it had happened to me. I would have a friend. The person will be very close. Not knowing that you are falling for that person slowly. You tried to kill the emotion because you know it's not right. Let's call this friend Person 1. Then you have another friend, Person 2. You introduce them and slowly they become close. Then you realize that you are falling for Person 1. Then Person 2 tells you that he/she is falling for person 1. You tried to hide it. Then the inevitable happens. You become the bridge of Person 1 and Person 2. You did, you tried to arrange things for the both of them. But deep inside you are hurting. As a good friend, we don't show our emotions. But as their "getting to know" stage becomes deeper and deeper. You feel that you can't handle it anymore. Pandora's box breaks open and you tell Person 1. He/She then ignores all your rantings and showing that person how much they mean to you.
Then suddenly, out of the blue. Person 1 and 2 hooks up and you are the first person to know. You tried to move away. You tried to forget the emotions. But still you care for person 1 and also for person 2 because both of them are close to you. You wanted to make amense with them but you know you will still get hurt.
Then suddenly you found out that they broke up. And that they both needed comforting. They have no one to go but you. Then both of them reach out. You wanted to get away but you just can't. You tried to be a good friend but you know deep inside that you are not yet healed.
Will you be a good friend to the both of them? Will you try to fix things? You know that they both still love each other. Then all the pains comes back. In the end, you are the one who is affected, you are the one who's left alone.
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DREAMING OF YOU
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I'd stay up and think of you
And I'd wish on a star
That somewhere you are thinking of me too
Cuz I'm dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room,
Dreaming about you and me
Wonder if you even see me
And I wonder if you know I'm there
If you looked in my eyes
Would you see what's inside?
Would you even care?
I just wanna hold you close
But so far, all I have are dreams of you
So, I wait for the day and the courage to say
How much I love you(Yes, I do)
I'll be dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room,
Dreaming about you and me
Ahhh...I can't stop dreaming of you
Ahhh...I can't stop dreamin
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I'd stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe that you came up to me
And said, "I love you; I love you too"
Now I'm dreaming with you tonight
Till tomorrow, and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room,
Dreaming with you endlessly...
