Exactly at 12 noon today, October 10, 2007 my father's package arrived from abroad. The usual stuffs, canned good, noodles, dates, some clothes but what got excited me the most was this 3 big bags of Van Houten Hazel Nut Chocolates. I immediate grab and and hid it. I was craving for this chocolate for a long time since I have been dieting. Then there's also a can of sour creme pringles. I couldn't help my self. I went back to my room and ate the 1 whole bar of the Van Houten as if there was no tomorrow. The sun has not been kind today, It was scorching hot. I went down to the living room and put on a dvd. While watching a munching on the pringles. It was total bliss. In the middle of the movie I fell asleep. Then it happened ...
I was in deep sleep, My dream was very real. I went back to dubai and same thing the plane crashed. I have been having this bad dream before but it stopped. Then it came back again. Fortunately, in that dream I just got of the plane or sometimes when I got left and I would see the plane burst into flames. Have you notice that sometimes dreams are not in sequence. After that unfaithful incident, Suddenly I was like going after a long time crush of mine. He's in UAE by the way. And he said that he's happy with his relationship, to leave him alone and that he was there for his son. I was shocked. Son? you don't have a son and you broken up with your girlfriend. Then I woke up, still lying in the sofa in the living room. My hands was over my head then I felt someone tugging my hand. It felt so real. I couldn't move. I wanted to shout. I was asking .. "sino ka?". The person keep on tugging it. I was trying to scramble but I couldn't move. I realize, I was still dreaming. I'm trying to wake up. Trying to shout but it was like my lips were glued. My right arm was suddenly free. I then tried to hit the center table with my hand. To no use, I was still in my nightmare. I felt that, that was my end. No more waking up. I tried to bite my tounge. Luckily. I woke up. I was drench in sweat. I felt so tired. I wanted to get up but I can't. Then I felt that I was falling asleep again. I forced my butt of to stand up and get water. Then I went up to my bedroom.
It has been a long time since I last had a nightmare like this. Was it a wake up call. Or was I just being punished for binging on chocolates and junk food. Scary. Just wanted to share.
