Truth of the matter is

Ok, I'm depressed this past few days. nakita ko na siya. The person i am crazy about. parang wala lang. The truth of the matter is it's not him that's the problem. E ayaw nga sayo. bakit mo pagpipilitan ang sarili mo sa taong ayaw naman sayo. Truth of the matter is when some of my friends are whining about their lovelife. Parang I get bored. Pero pag ako naman gusto ko makikinig sila, makikiramay. I could be selfish sometimes.

Truth of the matter is I can't sleep so I'm writing about this blog. I tried to whip out my old clothes to check if there are any improvements. Guess not. Truth of the matter is, since i wrote my last blog I didn't exercised. Last saturday, I ate a lot of chocolates, I had a cheat day and I drank alcohol on monday. Why and I being hard on myself. Tama si Ryan, Magkaroon ka naman ng self worth. because you are valuable. Which reminds me of the movie "The Help" You is kind, You is smart and You is important.

Now, Lo and behold I took pics of my body. Face it head on. To see what's really going on. Truth of the matter is it's disgusting.